ahhhness and blahness

ahhh. sitting here at starbucks [the devil's playground, Big Brother, whatever] with my actual coffee--not latte or sprinkles or whipped cream--and a pumpkin scone because i live for pumpkin. anywho just wanted to give a happy update to things. christmas and birthday were wonderful because they were with people i love and who love me. baton rouge was not the same; the city's three times what it used to be in population and like my dad said, you can sense the frustration from evacuees and residents alike. and (festivity of festivities!) after missing my first two flights to dallas to connect to BR, i spent most of my time--a collective 24hrs--in town in a retirement community, the mall, and the hospital. so it was good to come home to a little of something more comfortable.

**i'll be here for a bit; i'm ripping all of adare's CD's so i can be cool like her and have broken social scene, her space holiday, the academy is..., and others. i wanna be just like her when i grow up. love you little but bigger sister! i just mean you're more of a badass.**

speaking of social scenes, mine here in san antonio is so simple and so catastrophic at the same time. daytime--target or bret's house or la cantera. nighttime--somewhere on bitters, either oasis (a.k.a. my torrid past), the falls (wes, we're old and the little kids don't want to play with us), and sometimes bitter end (blowwwwwing trees. thank god for high school friends in bands! did i mention seeing dominic rip up the bass was the best thing ever?). wait wait there's always broadway bar, getting the award for "makes my clothes smell the most repulsive." no matter where, i run into ex boyfriends and make my own little dramas, even if i'm neither here nor there on caring about old sh**. not gonna lie; i have issues with all of them except for jared (who actually goes by jump-off j. brown, if we wanna be accurate. i wonder what my name would be if i was a rapper...

i fizinally got a camera. i like to use it/run for your life.

well, folks, today i'm off to austin to pack up the old place before i do a little of this and a little of that during my last week around. then it's off into the sunset, in a really literal sense.